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In the Current Climate

October 1, 2015

By Vicky Grut

A few minutes before I was due to take my mid-morning break, four
strangers walked into the office. One of the men stayed at the door
while the others went over to Sondra, our office manager. I watched them
out of the corner of my eye. They all wore white shirts and navy blue
suits; the woman was in a skirt. From head office, I thought. There was
an undercurrent of controlled purpose to their movements that I didn’t
like. They spoke in low voices.
      Sondra stood up. At first she appeared to be challenging them. ‘Who authorised this?’ I heard her say.
I began to work my feet back into my shoes under the desk while keeping
my gaze fixed on Sondra. I reached for my bag, slipped the strap over
my shoulder. I could see the lobby from where I sat. I could be away in
less than a minute.
      Just then, Elaine came scuttling down from
Accounts with a sheaf of papers in one hand. She brushed past the man at
the door without even noticing him, and headed for Phil, who orders our
stationery. She waved the document, tapping at something with her
pencil. ‘What’s this, Phil? What’s this?!’
      Sondra stepped out
into the centre of the room. ‘OK, team!’ She looked around all twenty of
us sitting at our desks. ‘I want you to finish what you’re doing right
now – end your call, save your data, whatever it might be – and then I’d
like you to go either to the left or to the right and stand along the
wall. Take nothing with you. Your handbags, mobiles, i-Pads must be left
out on the desks in plain view.’
      A murmur of confusion rippled through the room.
      ‘Why?’ somebody asked.
‘Please comply with your supervisor’s instructions,’ said one of the
be-suited men. ‘We’ll do our best to get through this as quickly and
smoothly as possible.’
      ‘Get through what?’
      I’d heard
enough. Gripping the strap of my bag with one hand I rose smoothly and
headed out towards the lifts. The man at the door stepped out to bar my
way. ‘If you wouldn’t mind waiting a bit, please, Miss.’ He waved me
      ‘It’s my break now,’ I said. ‘I need to go to the
toilet.’ As I spoke, I did indeed feel an urgent need to pee. Nerves, I
thought, though of course I had nothing to be nervous about.
The man shook his head. ‘No one is authorised to leave this room at the
moment. We’ll get through this as quickly as we can.’ He didn’t meet my
eye. His words were directed at a spot somewhere above my head, as if he
couldn’t spare the time to look at me directly, as if he had more
important things to see.
      The blue-skirted woman came over and
marched me to the left-hand side of the room, adding me to a cluster
that was beginning to form around the drinking fountain. ‘That bag needs
to be on your desk,’ she said. ‘I’ll pop it back for you, shall I?’ The
words were pleasant enough but the tone was chilly.
      ‘I’ll do it,’ I said.
      ‘No. I want you to stay right there. Just tell me which desk is yours.’
      Reluctantly I surrendered my handbag and pointed out my desk.
      ‘We appreciate your cooperation,’ one of the men said in a robotic tone.
deposited my bag and rejoined her colleagues, who were working their
way down the lines of desks, accompanied by a worried-looking Sondra.
      From the opposite side of the room came a flurry of noise and movement. Elaine from Accounts was attempting to break out.
      ‘How many times do I have to explain? I must get back upstairs! We have heaps to do. The auditor wants our figures by 4pm!’
The suits pushed her back but Elaine wouldn’t give up. ‘We’re busy
beyond belief today!’ she kept repeating. ‘Beyond belief!’
said something to Sondra, who unlocked one of the meeting rooms at the
back of the office, and Elaine was ushered away, out of sight. The rest
of us watched this scene in uneasy silence.
      Roxana, who deals with website queries, murmured, ‘What do you think they’re looking for?’
‘Who cares!’ cried Liz, my nearest desk neighbour. ‘If they want to pay
me to stand around doing nothing I’m not going to complain.’
Some people laughed, including me. Liz comes closest to being what I’d
call a friend. She showed me round when I joined the company, filled me
in on all the unwritten rules, explained what was tolerated and what was
not. If I get stuck she’s always helpful, as long as she’s not under
too much pressure.
      ‘All I need now to improve my mood is a piña colada,’ said Bob – still scorched and lazy from a week in Tenerife.
But others were looking anxious. There must have been a leak, someone
said, or an error. Something had probably been done or not done, and the
team had been sent down from head office to find the leak or the error,
or the thing done or not – perhaps all of these.
      ‘We don’t
know what they know,’ said Andrea, a milk-pale woman newly appointed to
the sales team. ‘They’re probably not allowed to tell us why they’re
doing this.’ I’d heard a rumour that she’d been unemployed for more than
a year and had applied for three hundred and fifty jobs before getting
this one. Three hundred and fifty rejections: it didn’t bear thinking
      People began to mutter against Elaine. Why did she have to make a fuss and soak up the time of not just one but two
of the suits, who would otherwise have been continuing their search of
the desks? ‘They might even have finished by now,’ someone muttered, ‘if
it wasn’t for her.’
Bob mentioned that he’d always found Elaine a bit demanding. Sometimes
he felt she enjoyed pulling rank – always talking about the auditor
this, the auditor that. ‘Who’s even seen this so-called auditor?’ Bob scratched at his sunburn.
Derek, who’d been in the customer service team for years, leapt to
Elaine’s defence. It was shameful the way these strangers were treating
her. ‘She’s probably worked here longer than all of us lot put
together.’ He said he thought it was a symptom of the way things had
changed since the take-over.
      ‘Yeah,’ said Liz, ‘bloody French.’
No, no, the French company lost the bid, said Derek; they’d been bought
by a German firm. Indeed not, said someone else, the money behind the
takeover was from China. ‘I heard it was Americans,’ said Roxana.
      ‘Well, whoever they are, I think it’s wrong,’ said Derek.
‘Tell you what, though,’ said Liz, ‘we’re lucky to have kept our jobs –
in the current climate.’ Her words rippled through the group like a
Siberian breeze. We all fell silent. Some glanced over at Andrea, who
was staring at the carpet. Three hundred and fifty rejections; you
didn’t need to experience that to fear it.
      At last the meeting
room door opened and the blue-suited man and the woman appeared with
Elaine between them. She seemed agitated. ‘You’re making a mistake,’ she
kept saying, as they marched her across the office towards the lobby
and the lifts. ‘This is a terrible misunderstanding.’ She was breathing
heavily and sweating. As she passed, I could see the way beads of
moisture were making tracks from her hairline down to her jaw, melting
her foundation. She looked right back at me but seemed unable to focus.
It was as if we were locked away behind a screen, already lost to her.
      ‘I have to go back upstairs and get my bag,’ she wheezed.
      ‘No need for that,’ said Blue-Skirt, expressionlessly.
Elaine began to shake. ‘I can’t leave the building without my bag!’ She
tried to break free, but they had her wedged between them and they kept
moving her towards the lifts. ‘You don’t understand…’ The suits clamped
her all the more tightly. Elaine’s feet paddled, her body twisting.
‘I’m on medication. My medication is in my bag!’
      ‘There’ll be a doctor on duty where you’re going,’ the man said. ‘You can talk to him about whatever it is you need.’
      Elaine gave a despairing, almost animal howl. ‘No, no. I need my medication!’
They were out in the lobby by now. The lift doors pinged opened and a
pair of disembodied hands reached out to claim Elaine. ‘Nooooo,’ she
wailed. The doors slid closed again and the noise stopped abruptly. It
was as if Elaine had never even existed.
      There was a frozen silence.
I was beginning to feel a bit sick, or possibly hungry. I wondered if I
might be sickening for something. Or perhaps I just needed the loo.
      ‘Poor Elaine,’ Roxanna whispered, blinking away tears.
      ‘A disgrace,’ muttered Derek. ‘An absolute disgrace!’
People coughed and shifted uneasily. I could see that some weren’t sure
whether he meant Elaine, or what had been done to her.
gave me a knowing look. ‘No smoke without a fire, as they say.’ A few of
the more literal-minded people glanced up at the sprinkler system.
‘Yeah, and what was all that business about “my medication”?’ said Bob.
‘You’d think she was an addict, the way she was going on.’
Roxanna said she’d heard that Elaine suffered from a chronic condition,
some kind of wasting disease. She couldn’t remember what. There were
stifled giggles at the idea of an accountant with a wasting disease.
      ‘Life is a wasting disease,’ said Bob, waving a lobster-coloured arm.
Liz and I exchanged a look that said: idiot.
Several people clearly preferred Bob’s theory. Addicts were notoriously
unreliable. They told lies – perhaps even lies about their health. They
could be blackmailed. That would explain a lot. That would be a much
more comfortable explanation.
      ‘No,’ said Roxanna. ‘No, no, no!’
      I was shifting from one foot to the other. ‘I really need the loo,’ I whispered to Liz.
      ‘Leave it to me,’ said Liz.
went up and talked to the suits. Eventually, after the phrase ‘Health
and Safety’, Blue-Skirt agreed to escort a small party of us to the
ladies, which entailed going through to the offices on the other side of
the lifts.
      As we crossed the lobby, I considered making a dash
for the stairs. I imagined myself running, making it all the way to the
ground floor and then out into the street. The idea of outside sparked a
sharp longing in my chest. I pictured light, fresh air, sky. But
everything I needed was back in the other room: my bag, my keys, my
money, my phone, my job. If I left now I might never be allowed back.
And then what? Three hundred and fifty rejections. Think of that. My
rebellious impulse withered.
      ‘Come on then!’ Blue-Skirt nodded for us to walk ahead of her, into the Admin and Human Resources section.
Here, too, there were men and women in suits conducting searches.
Things seemed further advanced in this part of the building. They had
made all the admin staff take off their shoes and kneel, barefoot, with
their hands clasped behind their backs and their faces to the wall. I
snatched furtive looks as we went by. I knew most of them – portly,
argumentative middle-aged women, every one of them silent now. I felt a
strange muddle of emotions: surprise that tactics like this should be
necessary; sadness for the women themselves, few of whom dared look
around; and quite inexplicably a surge of guilt. But, mostly, what I
felt was relief that I myself was walking and not (yet) kneeling. In the
current climate, that was something to be grateful for. Yes, indeed.

© Vicky Grut 2015

Grut is an award-winning short story writer whose fiction has been
anthologised in collections published by Granta, Picador, Duckworths,
Serpent’s Tail and Bloomsbury. She has worked as a freelance book
editor, as a reader for The Literary Consultancy (TLC) and for the New Yorker
magazine in London. She is a Fellow of the Higher Education Academy and
teaches BA and MA courses in Creative Writing at London South Bank